Sunday, August 14, 2011

Journey-life long


 Life...is a journey through a long drive…we all start and end our life with a journey , some time it takes high speed, sometime the track of life fail to accrue as much speed we deserve, or rather we think that should have taken. Sometime we have to compromise with so much things, that we never thought in our life, or sometime we get opportunity to meet and handle something very special. As much as the world become so small for all of us,  our desire, dream, success, circle become very much close with each other. We have to walk, and start our run to touch our big or small goal. We all have fixed goal rather destination of life, though its different from each other, but the ultimate result is we are runner, yes though all of us  not PT Usha, but we are the big achiever in our life. It does not mean, that we all have the popularity among the common mass, but we want to be successful in our own life. Our entire life we dedicate for our achievement, it is true that we all are not the achiever, but it is true, that though success is the most important in life, but how can we ignore the struggle, the journey which we experienced to touch our aim of life. Everyone is not similar, some are very confident, some may have zero confidence, but all are the runner, or rather fighter. Time force us to absorb all quality, which help us to reach the destination. It even forces us to move towards a completely new world, which we never thought even in our dream.
And this example I have experienced with my own life. When I began to write the first paragraph of this write up coming back to my home after a long period for the official purpose, I never thought in my dream about those kids, whom I am missing now very much. What I can say it? Always I believe to built relation in my life. Wherever I go I always try to connect with people from the core of my heart. Sometime even I got worst experience also, but still my faith to make relationship will never end. In this journey of life, I believe that this relationship, attachments are very  precious part of life. You can fight throughout your life to reach your destination, but the journey become happy journey while you deserve the smile or drop of water of happiness gigging in some one's eyesight  for you. We all born with few relationship, but it’s up to you to collect or grab the love from the people, who are not your inborn kith and kin. I had no idea about the love and respect of my college kids research reporters; those who make me happy, proud, satisfy, and yes emotional also. Really it’s a journey. I want to go ahead towards my destination with all these travelling experience
Three years before who had idea that, I will be able to get a chance to be a part of this colorful India, and successfully, happily will be able to collect all the experience and will archive it in my Dell laptop…it’s the effect of this old good journey of my life…

 We may curse our life all most all the  time, for not getting our desire life, but nobody even think in his or her dream that those unexpected journey of life gives us in numerous experience. We never thinks, or we never get a time to understand these fact. Every day, when we leave our bed, with sleepy eyes, and start our day, never expect to spend a day with unexpected experiences.  Some time we meet strangers, who become a lifelong friend, or a near one loss their relationship with us. Such a big fat fact..you don’t know your tomorrow. So what!! That is life. If you are not earning various experiences in your life, what are the outputs of your journey of life?
When I have chosen my career path, to become a journalist, the very first thing came in my mind to meet different people. And today when I am standing in the road of journalist, I am feeling thrilled that I met so many people, within a few year, and expecting to meet lakh more.
But your train of life not only connects with new destination, it also detaches you with few important station of your life also. When I look my past, I can see there a group of people, standing and I even could not recognize them properly. As the train disappear from the station the sad, lonely station may asks for the revisit of the recent past train, but it knows that, those who gone, never come back. If I revisit my latest past even, I found shadow of a large group, may waiting for revisit of mine, may they also forget my travelling towards them.
If I close my eyes, I can feel my child hood, and the summer morning. Don’t know Why, I love that morning so much. It has its outstanding charm .And I want to carry this fresh, florious and greeny childhood with me for forever.
When, I came for the first time in Delhi,,was fall in love with this Place. I was in sixth, and came here with my lovely family, and one of the family friend’s family. Day was, very shining Diwali, The perfect day to suppress all spots, and pain, with shining lights, and heavy sounded crackers. That single day and night in this city, and will stay here for forever. I became the lover of this city. Cried like anything, while I was returning back from here, after my IIMC interview, which was my second visit here. I was upset, like I lost my last chance of life.
But thing changed now drastically, I am now waiting for her calling, calling from my kolkata  that beautiful Ganga, Babughat, shopper’s paradise-- Esplanade, Lover’s point Victoria, Eliot park, symbol of Modern Kolkata-Park street, Dakhineswar, and things are  innumerous..But for her, I have no value, but my inner voice says always, that, Kolkata will surely call me, she cant throw me out. The relation, is here since the beginning of life, it is not the infatuation, which had for Delhi…..Through the very tough journey of my life, it has come, it has changed completely…effect of the journey..who knows the future journey what actually prepares for me?

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